i need some EMO & "LO SOH" times also.

While waiting for bi playing his "Game" I'll be here blogging (I blog what i think)
Si bei blank loh, think i gg to be "GAN SI LANG LO SOH" alr LOL :x


This few days kinda BAD MOOD.
DAMN MOODY & OVER-THINKING
I think this is NO GOOD & UNFAIR
as i MUST have total has TRUST in bi


I believe bi never fool around behind me before or ever tell a lie to me.
Not like the Sam FSJ, (a 3years ex boyfriend of mine) he made me miserable in guys with a word "FLIRT" kept in my mind. I can say i ever being very faithful towards this Blardy Bastard, but once & once he made me a blardy fool. (people have eyes to see, ears to hear)
Seriously, he's sucha disgrace among all the guys, there's more disgraceful things he did.
As to me, he has No simple responsibility at all, Liar is his middle name & no need to say Acting is his best skills etc. (Mayb abit "MEAN" but afterall, it's the fact) HAHA :)
I doesn't want to mention any of his damn things in my blog to public or neither spreading it.
Just to let him have a little more "face-S" outside lah. Girls around me, witness what kind of guy he is, so i don't have to say much :)
(But i'll still never forget you owe me one tight slap wherever if i see you)

Fortunately, after i met Hubby, together with him (for not very long), i really thanks hubby that he actually prove me & that's made me changed my mind-set & not to be too sensitive over some peanuts problem etc.
This is surprising, so i believe i can totally relay on him in WHATEVER.


I've NEVER NEVER REGRET giving up on other better guys OR my ex boyfriends just for my dear HIM.

(I think i've to thanks that Bastard FSJ for being cruel, that makes me wake up, open my eyes widely & No more "Pa Stamp Liao" LOL. Arbo, i think i still sinking in his pack of lies)

bi say i gong gong & blur blur one, also eyes PA TIO STAMP the only things i did correct & never PA STAMP is choose him. HAHA :)

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bi is sweeet enough to say "Something sweet, deep down his heart" ♥ that really made me deeply in love with him, i'll try my very best to accept every of his goods & bads, i believe he will too.

I think he's the onlyonly guy that make me felt that i can totally give all my hearts to him. Frankly speaking, I'm afraid of ups & downs, but i believe we can go through EVERY SINGLE ONES.

I THINK IT'S MY TURN TO BE SUPER EMO-TIONAL NOW! (At times lah) I'M VERY FINE WITH MY LOVEY HUBBY :)

I'm almost everyday HAPPILY TOGETHER ♥

I'm Deeply In Love ♥

So My Lovey, Please don't let me repeat the same mistake on seeing a wrong guys, alright?

I need you to adore me wholeheartedly.

P.S: guess what!

It's so coincider that bi's birthday fall on the same month with my birthday & is just 1 day different from mine.
Time to plan what to buy & surprise on Hubby's Birthday
it's must be something that done by myself so that it counts from hearts
and something that hubby will really like & appreciate it, i definitely decorate it nicely with hearts :)

this make me rem deep in my mind:

bi ever ask me what i want for my birthday?
I just simply replied him "I don't want any things from you"
Then he answered, "Oh! so you don't want anythings or people lah"
I shouted on the road "I want T.JIANQIAO ONLY!" (everyone looked at me, damn peisah haha)

okay, i "SI BEI" ti-ta now,
DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FCUK I TYPING ALSO.
end here better, byeee!