I don't think i'am enjoying my life now.
None of the things i can do, zzz
I've been torlerating all along, with no morale support :(
Such as seeing people happily cutting their hair with "whatever" style they like but i must be sitting at the side & see and envy, wondering why can't i do it NOW?!
That really makes me hate to walk into the saloon & even make me getting more & more frustrated with having babies, seriously!!!
Everytime i walked into the saloon, i really feel like leaving emo-ly.
I even have watery eyes at that very moment, being VERY fed-up of looking at my own damn frizzy hair, like as if "Buay Ta Han"
Not even want to look into the mirror looking at my whole ....
stupid hair, stupid size & .... etc
like damn "zi bei" loh
This may sound abit funny?
I just donno why i can't wait, being tempted?
From the day when i was born till now, i've never stop myself doing anythings to my hair/outlook or whatever it is that i want to do, . This is the very first time that i made myself so damn "chin cai"
not even dress myself or style my hair or ... what so ever.
that's a girl most looking highly on to.
Maybe that's the reason?
Understand the feelings?
VERY UPSET!
Please be considerate for others beside.
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