Saturday, October 28, 2006

confusing

Kind of bored nd'terrible mood.
mayb days will be better for me, but i'll turn it bad.

laughs.
back to the same old me, so addictive with something back now!
was scrolling & browing through friendster & found i was actually lost lots of contacts
nevermind will get back soon..

Relationship to me is.. speechless, probs is on me or him?
or mayb there's no prob at all haha.
once after that hospitalised thingy, i felt so no confidence & tired, jus doesn't wan to care much about ...
so is my boyfren giving me more happiness or trouble?
Arghh.. lots of question mark ?????????

i jus wan to be the me that has nothing to bother me.
just wan to concentrate back the fun on my addict, so let's all be natuue alright.

things i do whether is wrong or right, mayb i'll know in future,
was so sick & tired of .. so called " LIFE " , giving me such "parts & parcels"
from the past till now, tried to end my life a few times but failed, no matter what still need to carry on then..
but was so so so tired..

HOW HOW HOW ?

arghh..
problematics life!!

frens were giving me msg to courage me, thanks them ..

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