Ytd is a day that i suffered the most.
from 3pm i'm alone outside sitting with no directions where to go, finally i received called from mao so i went met him for about an hour i bluff him i gg home but i slacking at some mall till 12am then i went to my hus downstair sit & sit, think & tears till 5+am in the morning, finally i got home took 3 beer out drink to sleep, i can't really get to sleep & i woke up at 10am now. drink again, tear again, been smoking non-stop.
my mind is soo full of shits.
i've not been eating from ytd after 12pm till now, baby no more moving.
I just deleted my Facebook account also.
change a new number.
I really don't know what to blog what's happening to my situation, but what i can say is i off my phone not to contact anyone anymore.
i hate the blames, i hate what's gg on right now.
i hate being at home, my tummy is in pain but baby no more moving, why ain't i care anymore?
i really don't
taking out my liquor to drink hoping i can really get to sleep..
i never show any of my feelings to my family or anyone i just hide inside my dark room.
4 comments:
Hey girl,
please dun be like that ok .
faster go do a check up
u might seem u dun care.
but its a life inside u .
And if one day you realise you lose her urself , you will cry out loud.
please wake up and think about yourself and the kid .
Dun lose the baby
& stop DRINKING ALCOHOL & SMOKING!
Hey girl. Don't drink already. how's everything? Don't think too much too ok! Stay happy!
Anony - thank you :) by the way you're? cos you didnt put ur name, i wonder you're :) anyway, everythings is fine now. after quarrel all this quarrel, i think is my mind depress myself. but alright now alr ty!
ENVYME - hey girl, thank you very much. but everything is alright alr, like i replied my comment, is becos my mind depress me. but after all my husband acc, i'm alright alr, ty v much :)
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